*as far as i can remember, the thing called 'sea' never scared me, not until...

it was last saturday, on 13022010, right after i had my lunch with hubby, there were suddenly crowds surrounding the primary health care in front of our homestay house, we could hear some of them cried, scream, or even yelling something unclear. it was a fine day at first, yet it's still rainy season, where the clouds covered the land and all you can see was the greyish shadow.

he went to the primary health care afterwards, carrying our medical bag as usual, while i'm washing the dishes in the kitchen. the crowds outside were just getting more crowded. they said there were a group of medical students went for picnic to lihaga island, there were 9 of them, and they must be very happy at first--of course, who doesn't??--for having their friends around and have fun together, not until the bad weather came with waves and strong current. and unfortunately, it takes one of them away...

he was a medical student, the only son in his family, in about 2-3 years he'll be a medical doctor like his sister do, and today was supposed to be a usual happy-day-for-picnic with his friends and his girlfriend. but no one could predict God's will. one of his friends was already gave him cardiopulmonary resuscitation--but my hubby said, it was done in wrong manner, and she stopped doing it after exhausting 10 mins of cpr-ing, alone (why, for God's sake, when there were 8 medical students there, only 1 person could thought of doing the cpr??!)--but it doesn't bring the poor boy back in life.

i was waiting in my room when i clearly heard more people are coming they started crying, yelling, and screaming again and again. hubby said they're his family. father, mother, sister, others... and his girlfriend too--who saw his dearie went off right in front of her eyes.

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ou, dear sea... i never thought i could've scared of you :(
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lihaga island, where it all happened
 
 
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christian louboutin ;)
*missing my high-heels soooo much!

i'm currently in my 26th week of pregnancy, and no matter how often the baby kicks--even sometimes it does hurt me--i enjoy it very much. but y'know... sometimes there are small things that you can't do while you're pregnant, mine's very simple... i can no longer fit in some of my fave dresses, since my bust enlarges naturally and i'm soooo-over-waist ;p the other thing is, i can't wear my high-heels! i'm a small-size and a short-stature female, so that i need heeled shoes or sandals to make me look better in my height--not forgetting i've a husband with 185 cm tall, whereas i'm just 150-something cm, ughhh...--and as a woman, yes i do loooove high-heels. nowadays i spend most of my time in front of my laptop browsing--and drooling--some beautiful high-heels, of course, only to be seen, and not to be worn. phew phew phewwww... (-_-)
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forever 21; love the vintage flower pattern!
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christian louboutin (again ;p) ooohhh the ribbons are sooo cute!
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fendi; simply romantic
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giuseppe zanotti; glamourly romantic... and pretty too!! aaaarrrrgggghh... >,<
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again, giuseppe zanotti; no comments, this one is awesome
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ivana ;)
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karen millen; that oversized rose corsage is truly adorable
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kurt geiger; cute purple, cute ribbons!!
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martinez valero olivia; too gorgeous to be true... ou dear
and here comes my most favorite from today's browsing... this lovely miss polkadotty from tabitha simmons... tada!! :D
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but then again, i won't be able to wear those... well, at least until next june... oooohhhh i wish i had the patience for that!! i'm bored already with just flats flats and flaaaaaaats everyday... but hey, if someone bought me the flats below, mmmaaaayyybeeee i'll forget about those heels above... how is it?? *battlingeyelashes* ;)
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D&G studded ballet flats ;)